How Are You Today (Post Daily)

where to start, i guess this is my rant about a shitty day/s.

The 5th was my sons birthday, his 9th birthday to be exact.
Originally, I had set out to have a party at the local arcade since he's all about video games and has never been to one. Well, there is a 10 person minimum for parties. Sad part is, there's not 10 kids around that he plays with and NONE of his family out side of his mom and dad really even bother. So, that idea was shot down! Same thing with chunk E. chesse, dave & busters and just about any other place to have a birthday party.

Since it was basicly, his mother, him and I, i just said fuck it and took him to his favorite resturant, EG Nick's and to see a horror movie. So i check the movie time which said 1:15 as the earliest and we set out for a good day. We get there and the fuckin place is closed! they open at 1:30 but have a fuckin movie listed as 1:15! Oh well, what time is the next showing, well first......

2:35, so we got about an hour to kill. My wifes dad hasn't been feeling well and has been in the hospital for a few days. So, we drove down to see him and make sure he was alright and if he was getting out in time to have cake and ice cream. after that we decided to hit the food spot first since we was getting hungry waiting. So we get there, order some of the GREATEST REAL pizza you could ever taste and wait. Well, our waitress must have fuckin forgot her BRAIN! She's dropping shit, splashing people with soup, just straight up disrespectful!
so 15 mins before we have to leave to see the movie, our food shows up! At this point, my son is starting to feel sick and can't eat due to his head hurting. FUUUUUUCCCKKKKK!

So I have to decide if we are going to enjoy our food and say fuck the 2:35 showing, or box up a fresh meal and hurry across town. Since my son wasn't eating and the table wench was a total moron, i figured it was time for me to leave before i F5'ed her ass through a table! So we bust ass, get to the movie and finally had a good time! We seen Zombieland, more of a comedy then horror but not bad, first time i'd laughed out loud in a movie theater in a looooong time!

So, now it's time to come home for cake and ice cream but first we stop by the ol wally world "walmart" to let him pick out his birthday gifts. I learned as a child that "getting" a gift is far better then "receiving" a gift. what i mean is, a child will always enjoy a gift they pick out more then out that you think they MIGHT like. He ended up getting forced unleashed for the psp and a cool ass crayon pack. He's an artist and always likes makers, penciles anything to draw with much more then figures or movies and games.

So we get home and have him play in his room so mom and dad can calm rest for a minute or 2......



around about 5 or so, my wifes father is released form the hospital and she leaves to get him. about 2 hours later him and her get here and my brother in law and his wife. aside from them, my room-mate and his wife and son are there.
Since the saying "like father, like son" is true He dislikes CAKE and wanted an Ice cream cake. Originally, was were going to have them print out bart simpson in the devil costume but the assholes at DairyQueen told us that they could get fined $1000 if they printed that due to copyrights.
ummmmmmmmm......NOOOOOOOOOOO!
they are making money from preforming a service to the public, not from selling Simpson merch!!! FUCKHOLES, ALL OF THEM, FUCKHOLES! lol

So, my wife had to do a "mom" version with gel frosting and it turned out good enough! my son was very happy with the cake! Shortly after, everyone left since it was getting late by now. My son was happy with his birthday and went to bed playing killing jedi!

What really pissed me off is that no one from my side of the family even tried to say happy birthday or anything. Shit really pissed me off! It's not about gifts, it's about family and showing love. Hell, my fuckin room-mate didn't even buy my some a fuckin card! instead, he spent $35 on a bag of weed!
Yeah, i know, you'd think that with my size and angry, people would try to at least go out of their way to not piss me off, just a lil bit maybe! Not so much! I get a plate covered in dirt weed shoved in my face along with "look at all the fuckin seeds in this bag, man..."

Then, this morning at about 5 a.m., me and my wife wake up to her dad needing a ride to the hospital again, he's having chest pains again. So here i am, 3:57 p.m. and she just got home. He's doing o.k. right now but it's still not good. This is the age in your life when people start to die from living, It's never easy to deal with or prepare for.

so yeah, things have been kind of chaotic these past few days. sprinkle on spending time with your friends and having them drop drama right into your lap in the middle of it, kind of makes me wish i could smash things like godzilla right now. Deacon see RED!

sorry, i needed to vent! lol

Finally got my internet back
but not doing to well these days
on top of baby daddy drama (mostly caused by his new gf)
All the problems I was having with poor circulation and muscle cramps that I had before I got my stents put in are back
full force and stronger than ever
my doctor is suggesting as soon as I get my medicare set back up here in a couple days that I go in for emergency angioplasty and possibly a couple more stents
my body was working great for awhile
but the baby is just taking everything out of me
basically if I dont get this surgery the baby is going to kill me
I call the SSI office everyday to see if my claim is back from the review board and as soon as it is, I will get my monthly money deposited into my bank account, drive 45 miles to Anchorage, get my medicare stickers and drive all the way back to Wasilla and go to the doctor
until then I've just been laying in bed and trying not to overly strain myself
but I will get through this
I always do

I Love you guys!

sorry to hear you have been feeling so bad lately. seems everyone has just been getting worse and worse these past few months. I have still got a bad stomach and nothing i do helps. through the day it lightens up but at night and when i wake up, it is like having a gallon of vinegar just sitting in my gut.

A side from that though, things have been a bit better on my end. Trying to get my house picked up and put back in order from pulling out all the halloween decorations. boxes of junk everywhere! hoping to do a walk through once we get it all set up.i will do it during the day time so i can have some natural light in hopes that this shit ass cam will pick it up good enough. I hate that damn camera! lol

It is so damn cold out now! wow! standing at the bus stop this morning, it was so damn cold! all the kids where huddled together keeping warm and it made me think of all the times i had to do that when i was in school as a kid. damn snotcicles
and chunks of ice in my hair! lmao

only real bad thing going on right now is lately people have been mis-interpreting what i try to express. during conversations, somehow people just assume instead of relate and understand my point. This normally is not a problem but it seems that everytime, i end up getting in to a fight over me giving my opinion. Really gets to ya after awhile. Kind of makes you not want to talk anymore sometimes.

all in all, sometimes when the path your walking turns into a dead end, you have to be aware of the fact that you can always create a new path. No matter what, express yourself, no matter who agrees or disagrees. speak your mind and speak it loudly.

on that note, happy monday! I am gunna go pulla a garfeild, find a nice warm blanket, some hot lasagna and see if i can kick this dog off the table a few times!

I'm still here ziggy, everyday. just no one posts anything anymore and i rarely see anyone come to the site much. good to see ya back in the place, maybe you can stimulate the forum a bit.

hope your doing o.k. and everything is going well with the wee lil one growing inside ya. keep ya head up girl!!

CONGRATS! I would love to have a daughter but the wife says no way on having anymore. that's super cool news, a Baby Anomaly!
i so would love to have a onezy made for ya. hope everything is going good for ya as of late. like i said, no one really posts here anymore and it's nice to not only see some activity on here but also, to find out how ya been doing.

keep ya head up and be strong! when's the due date?

you better be ready to laugh so damn hard you fall off your chair
my little girl is due on April 20, 2010
LOL

things have been a little hectic lately, but I'm trying to be here more often I swear.
lol
I miss all you guys and I hope to talk to you all soon

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